10月4日-晴天

站在滨海艺术中心外，面对着隔着河的一座座高楼大厦，耳边传来的是一首首动听的老歌，迎面吹来一阵阵的凉风，犹如一位指挥家，挥舞着指挥棒，指挥着千万位乐手；犹如一位魔术师，挥舞着手中的魔术棒，让沉静的生命，再次重生。

New Wonderland

As per normal, too many things happened in the past one year. Nothing has changed in my favour, nor everything has turned out well yet. But at least, after such a long time, I am now able to see the problems clearly. My aim is to prevent the similar 4 cycles of incidents to be happened again.

國境之南

New Beginning

Time flies. My one-year contract is ending soon.

I have just renewed my contract. I like my current job, and I like the environment, I like my colleagues. My boss is nice as well. Everything is so perfect that I can't find any reasons to turn me away from this job..

In life, lots of things has happened in the past one year. From happiness to sadness; from an exciting start to a sad ending; from a start with hopes till an ending with broken hearts. Most of the time in this one-year period, my life revolve around the same issue. Things changed, time continue to pass silently. Everything is over now, but the broken heart remains in pieces. I can forgive, but I can't forget. I'm moving on for a new start.

It's going to be a new start.

原点- The Origin

As the earth continues to move,
the time passes quietly,
the city changes silently,
the population increases exponentially,
the economic grows rapidly,
the share prices change dramatically,
the life moves on emotionally,
the humanity alters unexpectedly.

The poor remains poor,
my feeling, my thought,
has been left behind at its origin,
remains in its original form,
without any alteration.

The distance continues to increase,
but the feeling has fall even deeper into the soil.

Untitled

此时无声胜有声...

我内心深处最真诚的感受...

From Homer Simpson to Baby Pooh



那天，坐在琴房里，你让我看了这张小狗照片，你说这狗好可爱，你非常喜欢它。同一天，同一地点，我把窝藏在我心里好久好久的真心话，告诉了你。把它制成拼图送给你，因为这照片对我而言，意义非凡，而你在我心中的地位也非常特别。

当初你没有给一个答案，只说你从未考虑过这个问题。你说需要时间，我愿意等。我只希望时间能建立起我们之间的感情。这一路走来，再多的苦我都愿意承受，“甜的留给你，苦的我自己吃”，记得吗？很多的事情我都想和你一起去体验，但一直都无法做到。

直到那一天，你告诉我，我们不可能，接着一连串的交谈，我才发现我们之间存在着许多误会。就如你说的，我们之间存在着太多的“不知道”和问号。对不起，这都是我们缺乏沟通的结果。我以为我们已经很熟，很多事情不需太多的交代，只要安排好了就行了，但这却是误会的根源，也是我们不可能在一起的原因。我知道我如何解释你都不会相信，但我只想告诉你，我从来没有要欺骗你的意图，事情也不是如你想象的。

请原谅我。就因为喜欢你，所以怕你：怕伤害你，怕你生气，怕失去你，怕你为难。也因为你主宰着我的喜怒哀乐。也因为我们之间的一些误会和障碍，我从来并没有鼓起我最大的勇气，放开胸怀大胆地爱你。你说我们太熟了，根本不可能。我以为凭着一颗真心，不可能的不会不可能，但却又无法让你找到你要的感觉。事到如今，似乎已经没有回头的余地。请原谅我的固执。你的立场也很坚定，我知道你是不会把心交给我。请原谅我的自私，我并没有给你足够的空间。要是时间能够倒流，我将给你更多的空间，给你更多的关怀，尝试多了解你要求，并弥补我们之间的误会。我也将鼓起勇气，大胆地爱你，不管别人怎么说。毕竟，“我爱你，不是爱给别人看”。

正如范玮琪的“是非题”里所说的“爱越单纯越着迷”。当初我们以朋友的身份见面的那一切是最美好的回忆，我们都不需要顾忌什么。没有你，很多地方我都不会到过。现在留下的，只有回忆和我们的影子。

这三个星期，让我有更多的思考空间。那天聚会很高兴能看见你，更高兴看见你依然漂亮，开心和幸福。我能够放弃和你在一起的愿望，但我无法忘掉过去的这些回忆，更不能承受失去你这个朋友的结局。只要结局能让你幸福，快乐，什么意愿我都会成全你。无论如何，我还是依然爱你。爱一个人，就希望她幸福，快乐，希望她能做她想做的事，和她喜欢的人在一起。爱是不求回报的，不计较公平不公平，只要你快乐，就算不能在一起，也已经很足够了。

只希望我们友谊万岁，也希望你能快乐，幸福。我真心的祝福你。希望接下来不见面的这段日子能让事情平息，但不会冲淡我们的友谊。


半年我都等过了，两个月的时光 很快就会过去的...

Ending

Finally, it is the end of the story.

I'm really tired now and wish to have a rest. I shall start writing the new and more exciting story at least two months later.

Is it over yet?

Is it over yet? I'm not sure. But it is definitely a new start. This is the best for all of us, I wish.

最重要的是不要在原地踏步... At least we tried.. There is no regret..

约定 Promise

Four Season- Spring

This song brought back so much memories. Those were the best and unforgettable moment.

I wish I could play just like him.

Tired

I am just too tired. Too many things and issues to handle. Please leave me alone..

Untitled

Music always sings out people's feeling.. Another two songs to share over here, quote from Youtube.

First Love


其实还爱你

My Feeling, My Thoughts

Music tells a million of things. Couple of songs to share here. Not really new songs. But it means a lot.

遇见- The Moment




好眼泪坏眼泪

Another song that brings some memory back. Just to share this KTV with all my friends and visitors here at My Wonderland.

是非題 Shi Fei Ti

One of the song I have been hunting for. Plagiarize from Caramello's blog. Love it very much. But I won't talk much about it here. Up to you to digest and interpret.=)



每段故事　都有一篇劇情
每段愛情　都像動人旋律
一顆真心　卻只向著你前進　
也許愛越單純越著迷

你是窗外　另外一片風景
在你眼裡　我是什麼關係
你的呼吸　存在我的愛情里
何時能誠實面對自己

我們從不開口那個原因
那一句　我愛你　永遠像少了勇氣
別人都說我和你之間的關係
沒有人相信　只有關心

我們從不證實那個問題
那一些是非題　總讓人傷透腦筋
我會期待愛盛開那一個黎明
一定會有　美麗的愛情

你是窗外　另外一片風景
在你眼裡　我是什麼關系
你的呼吸　存在我的愛情裡
何時能誠實面對自己

我們從不開口那個原因
那一句　我愛你　永遠像少了勇氣
別人都說我和你之間的關係
沒有人相信　只有關心

我們從不證實那個問題
那一些是非題　總讓人傷透腦筋
我會期待愛盛開那一個黎明
一定會有　美麗的愛情

My Life

Finally, my appointment was made and went to see Dermatologist on Thursday. Good to find out that it wasn't a big deal nor sensitive to anything. Just a very normal skin problem. Three months of anti-histimine treatment should solve the problem. I'm kind of knowing the outcome before seeing the doctor after reading on my newly-bought Medical Book, quite worth it S$55+. But the medicine is making me extremely tired in the morning, even after a long night sleep. Maybe it was the medicine, I lost my appetite as well, or it might just because of the hot weather?

Again it's happy weekend. Next week is going to be another exciting week.

Time

Time flies. Every second passes quietly and rapidly.

But I am willing to wait...

Two Minutes

It was the time when everybody was rushing for home after working so hard for the day. I boarded the train, heading Orchard to meet my friend for dinner. The train was so crowded, and I would say that one has to squeeze if he/she wanted to alight the train.

The train, "fully-packed" with passengers, drove into Somerset station. When the doors were opened, people in the station started to push and squeeze in.

"Come, come, quickly, or else we have to wait for the next train", a lady told her friends.

Everybody was just trying their very best to get on the train and to fight for a very little space in order to reach home faster, while the next train was just two minutes behind.

"Excuse me", a voice appeared. A couple was trying to alight, but the train was so full that they couldn't manage to make their way to the exit. In addition, the crowds were trying to board, this has worsen the situation. Before they were able to reach the exit, the doors were closed, heading to the next station.

If you were the couple, how would you feel?

Nil or Too Many

没有选择的时候, 什么都没有;
可以做选择的时候, 选择却多得不知哪一个才是正确的

When you are out of luck, you have no options at all, and you don't need to make any choices or decision; when your luck is there, you have too much options, until you don't know which is the best choice, and which is the most suitable one.

This is life, isn't it?

Emergency Lane

There was a very bad traffic jam at the North-South Expressway near S. Ringgam Exit at 64.5km. The cars were moving very slowly. Badly damaged cars were seen to be towed away from the opposite side of the expressway. Something serious might have happened. Some impatient drivers started to use the emergency lane to travel.

Suddenly, ambulane was heard from distance. With cars jamed at the emergency lane, the ambulance was travelling at a low speed. Shortly later, ambulance passed by, followed by lots of cars at the back. The drivers used this "opportunity" to speed up their journey.

The jam continued. The cars were moving at extremely low speed for another 20km. Finally, the traffic moved smoothly, leaving behind questionmarks on what had happened?

Similar scene can be seen every time, everywhere here, when there was an accident or traffic jam. It creates chaos and sometimes accidents out of accident.

Is it ok to use emergency lane during the traffic jam? This has become part of our culture these days. Is it so hard to follow the queue and to obey the rules and respect other users?